Hello out there again. It is I, the one and only Snow. It has been one helluva time of late, ill tell ya that.

I got a job in Oct. working for a retail store that shall remain nameless. I worked in their shoe department as a stcok person. I lasted until about the holidays, and could not take it any longer.

I am extremely allergic to christmas trees. Always have been, so my parents alwats had a fake tree. Well, not my inlaws. They did not much care that i got as sick as i did around the bleeding thing, so i was sick for like five solid weeks. my dr told me flat out that because my allergies were going crazy from the tree, any other smaller allergies will seem worse, like dust mold and the such. yay me becuase we have dust and mold in my inlaws house that is probably older then i am. My allergy related asthma went crazy and i had probably eight small and three big asthma attacks in five weeks. Add to that list the fact that i had a kidney infection i couldnt seem to shake and a sprained back. It was horrible and i regretted ever coming to live here.

Had to quit my job because i was out sick too much. Go figure. So basically, they got the tree despite the fact they knew i was going to get very sick from it, then complain because i do not have a job, that i had to call out from too much because of the damn tree!! I can not speak my mind to these people either, because if i did, and they did not agree, they would throw us out and i would have no where to go!

I am not on speaking terms with my sister. If i have ever written about her before, you would know that se is one of the most irresponsible people i have ever known, and now she gets knocked up by some guy she had only been dating like two weeks, who bailed when she told him. There is no way i am getting hooked into her drama. I have had enough supporting my parents when they have to support her and i wont do it any more.

My parents are tired of it too and have decided that they are going to do some work on their house and sell it, so that they can move with me, hubby and baby when we finally move to West virginia. We wanted to save up and move down there before another Christmas rolls around, but we may have to just settle for a place up here for a while and then save for another place for a while. All i know is i cant go to my parents house for christmas and i am not going through the same shit with the Christmas tree here again, so we are going to try real hard to move out.

We do not have high speed internet, so now that my mother in law is not working, she is usually on the computer for hours. sometimes the entire day. It drives me crazy because i have a lot of websites and groups that i monitor, and if i can not get online, i cant do what i am suppossed to do. To say it is irritating is an understatement.

Hubby got a new job installing dishes for DirecTv. It should pay more then what he gets now, and as long as he is good at it, he will make lots of money and we can get the hell outta here. You will never know how wonderful it will be to be out on your own until you have lived in the in law hell.

Well, that is all i am going to write for now. I will try to be online again soon!!

Later!!

Snow